I’m so sorry that I don’t come and see you anymore. Everytime I do it breaks my heart to see you so weak and so alienated from yourself, a shell. You don’t know who I am anymore, or that I even exist, and in all honesty I don’t know who you are either. I can’t see any of who you were in what you are today. You don’t speak any sense anymore and don’t acknowledge anyone around you. I really hope you’re not in pain. I can’t imagine what has taken over your mind but I hope it’s nothing that torments you and that you are happy somewhere deep inside of yourself. I love you so much. I think about you every single day, you were my best friend and I admired you more than I ever have done anyone else.
